sOrry bUt…
i wish i am better…a better one for you…i wish i can change…’though it’s so hard to dO…i wish in a glimpse of an eye…all yOur trOubles and pains are gOne…i wish i am thE one wHo will be wOrthy of yoUr uncOnditional lOve…
bUt i am sUch a stUbbOrn brUte sometiMes…i heAr only wHat i sAy and nOt wHat yOur telling mE…yOur alwayS tHere fOr me bUt i always rUn wHenever i wAnt tO hear only mysElf…oh well…hOw i pRay that i may be granted witH greAt patiEnce and humility oF heArt…tHat i cOuld always stAy siLent and bleEd insiDe…and fEel morE the real meaning oF yOur unseLfish lOve…
it seEms that i dOn’t caRe bUt yOu knOw it’s nOt trUe…it’s just my wayS tHat i find it hArd to cHange…bUt i beliEve…in time…i wOn’t be strUggling anyMore to listEn, to stAy siLent and smiLe evEn my selfiSh egO hurts…
yes…i lovE yOu…bUt am nOt wortHy of yOur loVe tHat blEeds tOo mUch fOr me…
i wAnt tO waKe up oNe day wiThoUt failing yOu…wiThOut noticing mySelF bUt only "YOU".
(tO sOmeOne wHo loVes me uncondtionally…pls. be patiEnt stiLl…and tHanKs fOr being always rHere fOr me)
